Crying in Public: the Good and the Bad

Today I wanted to be real. And talk about something that was difficult for me to deal with initially after Trevor died.

Initially, I felt embarrassed about wearing my emotions in public constantly.

And, I felt out of control sometimes because I wasn't certain what words, or person, or place I was at, or sudden memory, or song on the radio would bring the tears.

In fact, the embarrassment only helped to further keep me at home and separate from social activities.